Lets try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think

I miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma
The days drag on I never thought of running with their feet
And when I feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I remininsce the time we spent four weeks ago

I know it hurts to feel so all alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know
If only they were all alone
They were all alone
Just in case they're wondering, 'Cause they don't know how real love feels.

You should know it's true.
Just now, the part about my love for you,
And how my hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand pieces

The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.

Definition of term break, its not a holiday. But I'm treating it like one. Don't get what I mean? Well here's a recap of what I have done so far during this term break.

2 weeks of term break:
Week 1:
Monday-Wednesday was secondary chalet which was really fun.

Thursday-Saturday was OTC camp which I enjoy very much.

Sunday, practically slept the whole day.

Week 2:
Monday, Bukit Timah hiking and chilling at Macdonald after that.

Tuesday, Time well spent doing my CSAS and French project. SNO camp till night.

Wednesday, SNO camp in the morning followed by ice skating at Fuji Ice Palace. My first time
Ice skating and it was very enjoyable.

Thursday, SNO camp till late afternoon followed by movie outing, Night at the Museum. A really must watch for those who haven't catch it, you WILL laugh your heads off.

Friday, Cycling all the way to East Coast Park.

Hence, the days spent so far. Summarise version? All fun and no school projects done YET. Guess I'm burning the midnight oil tonight, starting with my french project.

There's an old proverb that says you can't choose your family. You take what fate hands you. And like them or not, love them or not, understand them or not, you cope. Then there's the school of thought that says the family you're born into is simply a starting point. They feed you, and clothe you, and take care of you until you're ready to go out into the world and find your tribe.

I guess in life, you have to expect the unexpected. One moment, I might say I won't do this or that but a moment later, I end up doing all those things that I said I wouldn't do.

Don't screw up the best thing in your life just because you're a little unsure about who you are.

I don't know, maybe it was just all a dream. Maybe I went to bed one night in December and I imagined it all. But I swear, nothing has ever felt more real

My body is aching!

A lot has been happening, from chalet to camp for 6 consecutive days. I could write all that has happened for the past 6 days but I'm too lazy for that. So just to Keep It Short and Sweet, I had a really great time during this 6 days. Chalet was a blast and camp was a truly memorable experience. My empire was the champion!! Go Dragos Go!!!

I just woke up from sleep, I slept for 11 hours and I'm still tired. If it wasn't for the constant noise outside my room, I would still be sleeping. But I can't blame them, its around 2.30 pm. But still, I'm tired and the weather outside is so nice to sleep. Cool and wet, I want to sleep again!

Today I guess its a stay-in day for me I think unless there is some last minute outing. I got to do my projects though, I'm really lacking behind. Tomorrow there's a hiking outing at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve with the Samba Peeps, should be fun again.

Term break isn't meant to be a holiday but I'm treating it like one now. I'm supposed to complete my projects which is due for presentation in January. Oh well, just go with the flow. No point thinking about that right now and I'm too tired to think about projects. Maybe I'll start at night but for now, I'll relax a bit.

Sometimes, I wish to be proven wrong. Cause being right all the time, just doesn't seems to be worth it

An impromptu post

I'm a guy. Since when do we get anything right the first time? It is common for guys to screw things up, regardless if they are on a first date, meeting the girl's parents for the first time or approaching a certain girl sitting in the corner for the first time.

She said people who are guarded are afraid that you can see right through them. That's why they hide behind layers of secrecy. I guess that's one of the reasons why some people put on a facade.

So how does it happen, great love? Nobody knows, but what I can tell you is that it happens in the blink of an eye. One moment you're enjoying your life, and the next you're wondering how you ever lived without them.

Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the hell did I jump? But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly is you.

You know what it's like, getting up every morning feeling hopeless?
Feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man?
But at the same time, hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it's never gonna be with you?

Sounds familiar?

The mind can decide what's right and wrong
But the heart still rules my selfish being
'cause everytime I see your face
My mind becomes an empty space

and with you lying next to me
feels like i can hardly breath

let love be blind
innocent and tenderly true
cause i'm lost every time i look at you

And in the morning when you go
wake me gently so i'll know
that knowing you was not a dream

So leave me through tonight
but please, please turn out the light
'cause i'm lost
everytime i look at you
lost, everytime i look at you.

They say love is for fools.

And I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you

False pretentious lies

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by.

No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

This is just one of those days when I got so many things to say yet not a word comes out from my mouth