Feels just like falling for the first time

Anyone perfect must be lying; anything easy has its cost,
Anyone plain can be lovely; anyone loved can be lost,
What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?
What if I nursed this infection? Maybe the worst is behind,
It feels just like I'm falling for the first time.

I'm so chill, no wonder it's freezing,
I'm so still, I just can't keep my fingers out of anything,
I'm so thrilled to finally be failing,
I'm so done, turn me over cause it,
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time,
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time.