Dead (Recap)
My second entry of the day.. Listening 'O' Level was quite easy, only one or two questions that was really confusing but overall i manage to do alrite. At the most, only one wrong. Tonight i'm feeling less tired compared to other days as i didn't go for tuition. However, i do have some homework which i need to finish during the weekends.
Trust is something which cannot be given, it has to be earn. To earn someone's trust is easy, to lose it is even easier but to hold onto it, that is the hardest. It's true there are many people that trust me, but that doesn't mean i trust them. It's hard for me to trust anyone, let alone my own sister. Hell, i won't even trust my sister to buy for me a blue pen. Instead of buying the one i asked for, she will buy a black pen and a different brand as well just because the pen i asked for is sold out or she has found a better price pen. Sigh, in the end i will be the one using it. Not her.
Promises on the other end, is like an agreement. A solemn/sacred agreement between a friend or someone close. I never make empty promises, which is why i rarely promise anything to anyone. Similar to trust, keeping your promise is the hardest thing to do. Losing it is easy.
Why the sudden interest in promises and trust? Well, i've been thinking.. Will you break a friend's trust towards you and not keep your promise to them although you know by doing so, it is the right thing to do? Sometimes in life, we end up in this kind of situations. Doing something that might hurt a friend's feelings, although it is for her own good.
I promised her i won't do anything. I will just let it pass by and hope everything is going to be ok. But at the current situation she is in, i doubt it will turn out ok. I know what to do, its just that i can't break my promise to her. It sucks knowing that my friend is in a mess and i could have stop it from happening ages ago.
Trust is something which cannot be given, it has to be earn. To earn someone's trust is easy, to lose it is even easier but to hold onto it, that is the hardest. It's true there are many people that trust me, but that doesn't mean i trust them. It's hard for me to trust anyone, let alone my own sister. Hell, i won't even trust my sister to buy for me a blue pen. Instead of buying the one i asked for, she will buy a black pen and a different brand as well just because the pen i asked for is sold out or she has found a better price pen. Sigh, in the end i will be the one using it. Not her.
Promises on the other end, is like an agreement. A solemn/sacred agreement between a friend or someone close. I never make empty promises, which is why i rarely promise anything to anyone. Similar to trust, keeping your promise is the hardest thing to do. Losing it is easy.
Why the sudden interest in promises and trust? Well, i've been thinking.. Will you break a friend's trust towards you and not keep your promise to them although you know by doing so, it is the right thing to do? Sometimes in life, we end up in this kind of situations. Doing something that might hurt a friend's feelings, although it is for her own good.
I promised her i won't do anything. I will just let it pass by and hope everything is going to be ok. But at the current situation she is in, i doubt it will turn out ok. I know what to do, its just that i can't break my promise to her. It sucks knowing that my friend is in a mess and i could have stop it from happening ages ago.
