We keep secrets, we have to, but not all secrets can be kept.

If a picture paints a thousand words, then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.

There is this stubborn boy that I know. Some might call him obstinate, wait not some. Maybe just a certain idiot. But I'll stick to stubborn for now. What's irritating about him is he always thinks he is right, what's more annoying is he is right most of the time.

He is never good at trusting people though its not because of past experience. He just thinks that everyone is an diot which is true if we actually think about it. Everyone is an idiot, we just need to find out what kind of idiot they are. So if you care alot, hence you are a caring idiot. Someone who is stupid, he calls them stupid idiot. It doesn't matter if you are kind, rude or even neutral. Any kind of idiot is still an idiot nonetheless.

He does not care about what people think of him yet he is curious about the way people think. Define him as someone with the Rubix Complex, he sees everything and everyone as puzzles that's needed to be solved.

Problem is, he sees everything and everyone but himself.

I'll tell you something.

I'm not kind, helpful, hardworking or even courteous. Lazy, stubborn, mean, sarcastic, that's more like me.

I don't like to be wrong and I'm right most of the time. Don't believe, well ask those people around me.

I tend to hide a lot hence no point asking me things that are personal.

I usually say one thing but tend to do the opposite. I can't control that aspect of my life.

I like to observe people from afar, the way they think and act. People don't do random things, there's always a reason behind it.

This might contradict what you believe but there really is a thin line between right and wrong. There's no such thing as in between or neutral.

I'm good when it comes to thinking negatively, its way more interesting than to think positively.

What I think about life? Life is a daily soap opera whereby each day we act a new episode until our last breath. Its a facade, we don't show people our true self for fear of rejection. Only those true to themselves will say what's on their mind, regardless of what other people think.

So when its all said and done, don't ever come to me and say that you know me inside out when all you have done is just scrape the surface of my shell.

Most of the time, we can't tell what's wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell a whole other story.

Not all wounds are superficial. You can't see them with the naked eye. And then there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The truth with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down and find the real source of the injury - and once you've found it, try like hell to heal that sucker.

When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Relationships don't work the way they do on television and in the movies.

Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever.

Give me a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway. And I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't.

Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and in some cultures, a chicken.

Bottom line: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something.

To make it - really make it, takes major commitment. We have to be willing to make a decision that is not only yours, stick to it and hope that it may or may not do more damage than good. It's all about being committed, because if we're not? We have no right deciding it on our own in the first place.

There are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, and we may be surprised at the commitments we're willing to let slip out of our grasp. Commitments are complicated. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we're willing to make. True commitment, takes effort, and sacrifice. Which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully.